i would, like read, develop my idea of feminism sexism racism classism. i think i shaped a mold that year that’s right now sagging. sagging mold.

i mean, i don’t care about anything anymore. i want to have fun and be energetic and excited. so the solution is to go find friends, or at least have friends find me, and have merry times as much as possible.

but like i can’t. i don’t wanta. i still have this idea that my time is valuable and that i need to save it because it is precious so i can keep molding and becoming, and the final stage of this exercise that i planned–i remember it every moment of every day–is the doing stage. which never happened, and prbly never will.

yikes!

what to do with life. what to do with it? how to be useful n happy? no clue. still searching.

to-day going to the dentist was fun.

i am having fantasies of reviving my online selvez and that’s just like a disastrous notion that i need to get out of my realwerld heads. hydrahydraaaaaaa breathe, awaken, l!ve — !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but wait, who is this? is it her, his lover? she creeps closer then jerkily clo-clos-close-closer.

then they be under water. she is holding his head in her hands. they are floating airily.

then she unties him so his mushroom milky life floats upwards oozing gentle unfurl. she sucks it in through her white lips. they were saving him till she could eat his life furling out. he dies.

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