we have had quite the gloomy snowstorm this morning. the buildings are devastated and the children have all died!
in other news, the grass is still green and the weather forecast knows not an ounce of any weather…
morning is dreary. night was peaceful. face is looking nice today. squid is coming later. i have done no hw. what will transpire? i sit on my bed doing my days of sitting. this semester is a sitting kind of semester. this is so much like high school. why does the love happen now? why does the love stop gushing when i am building it a dam? is my dam the gusher-stopper? i do not know. what kinds of goodbyes should i say to the boys. i dont like the goodbyes so i just walk off but does this offend.
people are so quick to be offended in their brainnnsss but for all the wrong things. no one bats an eyelash at bloody carcasses of mammals and other sentients. no one gasps when asses get pinched. but when you walk off without a goodbye everybody has to cry. these priorities are up all in a tangle. this is nothing if not heeblie jeeblie. i wish to write. i wish to write write write and computer science can go to hell. i do and do not understand the trace function. would it be easier to just not understand it? should i drop this class?
goodness. grief. sorrow. WILD! glass birds are flapping overhead. at least this much is true. here they are, flapping over the heidi. at least now i am alive.