was there a thing? there shouldve been a thing. where you could put your blog in geographical groupings and then you read the blogs of people in your werea, your neighborhood, city, and then if you really liked someone’s blog you could email them then they emailed back and then you fell in love because the writing was so good and melding and if you were someone who wrote, this meant so much to you it was like finding a WHOOSH to-gether and then you could hang out all the time in your apartments together and it would be dark and you could just laze around you know lying and typing on a bed on a chair and even maybe write a co-blog to-gether before realizing how much of a bad idea it was because even if your writing was melded everything about yous was not and the both of yous’ blog went defunct which was fine and years later after you had broken up you read your co-blog and feel sad and smiley about memories then you called up the other one expecting they got married but they were still single and then you met to-gether thinkin only coffee but then instead all manners of things happened and z!ng was still there because there was a reason you know, a real reason that you liked them in the first place, it was from their writing the words that you liked the feeling slooshing gleeze past you your mind attached to consciousness. you thought it was stupid to love someone just because you love how they blogged, stupid to join that thing there was where you put your blog in geographical groupings to read the blogs of writers in your area your neighborhood your city stupid to email that boy who wrote like droopy stars and technology was stupid and brings people farther while making them feel closer and all so stupid you shouldve just meet people in real life you know, realspace you know, realtime you know, but you dont know.
you were stupid to think those things because there was no realspace nor realtime.
and now there has been much more than coffee and you were back to-gether again and cautiously opening slate box of whether you should co-blog on sameblog again. and this was the person that was meant for you. and the whole thing was just. a really. great. thing! that was found and you found it and what if you had never told them you liked their words or loved their words turning like them, love them? it was good for you to say, to send outwardly, it was a goodness, and this was why internet was great, and this was why you were with your love of your life and universe.
so i think, i think that there shouldve be a thing. i wanted to find you who was writing like droopy stars and i wanted to be with your mind. where were you and who were you? those were not things that i knew! oh i couldnt wait to find you, you were there, i could feel it, even if you didnt know it.