April 30, 2011
i am 23 and i need to, like, leave some legit contribution to the world because rapidly i will sag then die but before that, what? there’s got to be something cool about me other than my looks and hair and teeth. lol.
to-day going to the dentist was fun.
i am having fantasies of reviving my online selvez and that’s just like a disastrous notion that i need to get out of my realwerld heads. hydrahydraaaaaaa breathe, awaken, l!ve — !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
February 3, 2011
I think a thoughtful friend could make a really stimulating questionnaire of a personal nature for you.
Revenue bonds don’t have tax financing limits.
Municipal bonds are taxed less heavily than corporate and government bonds, so they are suitable for investors in lower tax brackets, but they also have lower yield.
July 28, 2010
was there a thing? there shouldve been a thing. where you could put your blog in geographical groupings and then you read the blogs of people in your werea, your neighborhood, city, and then if you really liked someone’s blog you could email them then they emailed back and then you fell in love because the writing was so good and melding and if you were someone who wrote, this meant so much to you it was like finding a WHOOSH to-gether and then you could hang out all the time in your apartments together and it would be dark and you could just laze around you know lying and typing on a bed on a chair and even maybe write a co-blog to-gether before realizing how much of a bad idea it was because even if your writing was melded everything about yous was not and the both of yous’ blog went defunct which was fine and years later after you had broken up you read your co-blog and feel sad and smiley about memories then you called up the other one expecting they got married but they were still single and then you met to-gether thinkin only coffee but then instead all manners of things happened and z!ng was still there because there was a reason you know, a real reason that you liked them in the first place, it was from their writing the words that you liked the feeling slooshing gleeze past you your mind attached to consciousness. you thought it was stupid to love someone just because you love how they blogged, stupid to join that thing there was where you put your blog in geographical groupings to read the blogs of writers in your area your neighborhood your city stupid to email that boy who wrote like droopy stars and technology was stupid and brings people farther while making them feel closer and all so stupid you shouldve just meet people in real life you know, realspace you know, realtime you know, but you dont know.
you were stupid to think those things because there was no realspace nor realtime.
and now there has been much more than coffee and you were back to-gether again and cautiously opening slate box of whether you should co-blog on sameblog again. and this was the person that was meant for you. and the whole thing was just. a really. great. thing! that was found and you found it and what if you had never told them you liked their words or loved their words turning like them, love them? it was good for you to say, to send outwardly, it was a goodness, and this was why internet was great, and this was why you were with your love of your life and universe.
so i think, i think that there shouldve be a thing. i wanted to find you who was writing like droopy stars and i wanted to be with your mind. where were you and who were you? those were not things that i knew! oh i couldnt wait to find you, you were there, i could feel it, even if you didnt know it.
July 21, 2010
its weird to be in a place in life where i can legit say “accept what the universe gives you” because the universe gives me so much good. does it mean a lot to say that? what does my fam feel when theyre feelin that?
May 31, 2010
ive said it before and ill say it again orchids are TERRIBLE horrible AWFUL oh god could there be anything worse???
WAIT. I WAS WRONG. WHAT IS WORSE THAN AN ORCHID???? oh my god dont even ask that question!!!!!!!
May 21, 2010
the thing about bigness is largeness is big. this is the thing that washes. bejai is partner and he will continue and we inspire each other megatron. teutonic or viking duodenom–duodynamic duohydronic. it is funny the things that have been accomplished, without him i am nothing. he said to me that i am like his water that he needs and sometimes deliciously enjoys and at other times cannot see how essential but this is what i am to him, his water, his water. he sleeps now in hotness darkness with honeybar warm fur of babiez, nuzzlin with my thigh, and here i am on webternet just perennially hooked, you know, and i love to be this thing that has eyeballs glomm’d onto screen, i love that this is who i am. it keeps balls of eyes narrowed though, upon somethin box’d, meanwhile i am meant for big things, this i know.
the thing about bigness is of course it whelms over splashin sloshin whooshily insane. of course it does this! this is why we cry n break down in advance so that come commencement this does not happen, steely gaze and next day we b dragged to dorifla, then dragged back, then creepin round home hopin ‘rentals dont catch me livin in some other’s heiss, some boy’s heiss. oh goodness, travesty or travails to be sure. we are tired now.
but we know now, we know how to end the novel, and we know that bigness is for us, it is our doin, and we must glom off webternet, as soothe as it brings we must slowly wean off teat of tangl’d wires it bring. yea we can do this.
back round june 1. pray4me.
May 20, 2010
off doin things for…some days or weeks. irregular bloggin–things changin. lots on the mind. universe give me strength!